Lost Hopes...

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 02:58:33 GMT

i love when people get in a fight with someone and just tell people wut the other person did to them......

i admit i was wrong and all but atleast admit to wut u did and not try to get ppl to hate me.

p.s. i said that like 4 weeks ago check the date

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 03:05:27 GMT

watched the vmas tonight. MCR PREFORMED!!!! but i was disappointed. MCR lost three times to green day wtf?? then to fall out boy. there good and all but still.....wtf?? wut ever

i wonder wuts gona happen this week alot of shit happened this weekend. bottom line is i dont care anymore and i dont wana be friends........

5 days till the first game!!

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 02:58:18 GMT

two days of no school awesome
no game or applebees on friday not awesome
no scales test awesome
stuck in house not awesome

someone call me this weekend 954 439 5140

we had band tonight. seriously y cant we get the tempo??? thats wut pisses me off the most. well gona go to bed and sleep in all weekend

PERMIT!!!

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 03:10:53 GMT

well today was an interesting campday. we had to write new lyics for "its a hrd knock life" for our prefomance. yes all the councilers have to get up there and preform. i hate it

next i got to go to the dmv for my permit. i met amanda there and she got hers 10 min before i went for the test. i passed yay!! i got my permit and drove home, then to the house i was going to babysit at.

babysitting was ok. we watched star wars and raced hot wheels. i got $25. it was worth it

well tommorow im gona go to aeropastel for some shorts and then see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!! yay!! im gona go now no ones on CALL ME MITCH I WANT TO DO SOMTHIN TOMMOROW NIGHT!!

HAPPY BDAY STELLA!!!

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 03:10:03 GMT

so today was stellas bday party it was awesome. i saw alot of ppl from cypruss. we ate pizza, chicken, sandwiches, and cake, it was gooooooooood!

i get my permit on friday!! yay!! me and fior r goin to sawgrass to go to her eye doctors appointment. y idont know im a good friend i think. atleast i wont be bored goin to the mall wit fior is fun and better than stella sry stella ur too demanding and boring sometimes and yes i know u hate me

i found out i have to waste friday night babysitting but they pay well . im free on saturday if anyone wants to do somthin call me!! 954 439 5140

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 01:04:43 GMT

well i was sick all weekend. so basicaly i sat around and played my xbox i almost beat star wars. i also watched live 8. i was better today and went to see Bewitched. i was kinda bored. i wasnt great. then i came home to my moms and we went to coldstones. mmmmmmm good mint cookiedough ice cream!! i have to take these messed up practice permit tests sop i can be ready for the tests on friday. i hope u can still take it wit my amanda!! i cant go out till wendsday becaue i got tuba lessons tommorow and a meeting on tuesday damn im gona be bored!! well gtg tty all later OUT!!!

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 19:49:12 GMT

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Tue, 14 Jun 2005 15:25:23 GMT

went to gameworks with my pops last night. it was cool. today im gona do somethin with stella at 2. wut suks is i have to be hime by 4. uugggggggghhhhhh!! damn parents. my mom says i have to come hoime and make dinner for them. i think ill make it a head and the can heat it up. hopefully that will work.

spent the day with ttj yesterday. it was awesome. we played soulcaliber 2 all day.

well i gtg. im me im bored!!! spongetrav@aol.com

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 03:04:18 GMT

today was the first day of camp. it was good. no one got hurt or cried for their momas.

i have a class of 18: 13 boys and 5 girls. there all 5 or 6 and full of energy. there is a set of twins that are all ready attached to me, literaly!! the taller one, lindsey fell twice and didnt want to let go of me. she was like a neclace on me!! lol. tommorow we goto the pool how fun. all we do tommorow is swim tests.

well i have to get my rest so i can put up with the kids. OUT!!!

P.S. good luck to anyone at band camp!!! lol

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 03:29:31 GMT

got new clothes today. two shirts from hollister, two from pacsun, a belt from pacsun, sunglasses from pacsun, a hat from hollister, new converse, and the hot hot heat cd. then i went to my favorite italian resturant jonny carrobos. i ate pasta and chicken. it was good. then came home and talked on the phone.

i might like someone new. im not sure yet well just have to wait and see. i hope things turn out better than all my other one week relationships.

well im tired OUT!!

p.s. marlins lost tonight. damn miguel cabrera. he cant trough for shit. conine would have gotten him out!!

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 16:05:18 GMT

marlins won 6 to 3 they finaly broke the pitsburg curse!!

waitin for my rip-in-strips pizza. soooooo hungary!! bored as hell and getin tormented by my sis and stef. just a typical day of summer!!

someone call!!

Thu, 26 May 2005 02:52:25 GMT

well tonight was the band concert. it was great we got a standing ovation at the end. the crowd liked the color guard show so much that they did it twice. then everyone got glow sticks and raved. then javier and matt threw a glow stick at the back wall in the vault and it exploded!! if u turned off the lights the whole wall glowed. then i had to go home and study for science and math

well she never wants to talk to me ever again. i know its true i tried to appologize but she just kept walking away or told me to leave her alone. why cant we just be friends?? ive gotten over you. all i want is a friend. :'(
(please no one comment i dont want feelings hurt)

im gona go see star wars again tomorrow. i have to take this kid but hes cool.

Tue, 24 May 2005 02:49:58 GMT

well lets recap wut hell was my life today

first some ppl wouldnt talk to me. then i found out it was b/c of an asshole i call my friend. next i forgot we had a quiz in math and probaly failed. then during lunch i hung out with lindsey who was sad again. i hope she gets better lindsey. then i hurt my back again in band. after that she wouldnt talk to me again. after that i had my bag dumpped across my english class floor and crackers put in my hair.

after school i went to my phycologist and had to make peace with my sis again. then to a b-day dinner with my stepmom....great. then to a 2 hr meeting for my job

next hw i dont get

noe she hates me for no reason. dont just judge ppl/. give them a chance to help. it works sometimes

well im gona go.

Mon, 23 May 2005 02:57:10 GMT

had a great time at tjs bbq. met alot of college ppl and ate some great chicken. PROPS TO TJS DAD!! plus we had an awesome fire. i threw a cinder block on it. i was bored.

well i fell kinda better know i still like her but im not deathly obessed anymore. i still love her.

i gtg to sleep. im tired

OUT!!!

Sun, 22 May 2005 16:45:33 GMT

so confused. still in love. still wishing. still sad and wanting to ask soo many questions i want answered. i hope some ppl would start talking to me.

going to a bbq with tj today. i havent seen him in along time i hope its fun. still not done with the damn project. o shit theres a math quiz tommorow damn ill probably fail.

wut to do?? if you have any advice with my love problems plz post.

Sun, 22 May 2005 03:08:12 GMT

tonight my sisters party. it wasnt that bad cause stef was there. im always happy when shes around. we beat jarasic park together then played alot of other games. stef almost beat star wars but the time ran out! the only bad thing was that the petifile was there. he followed around my sister FUCKER!! when we got home stef was sad. all i wanted to know wut was wrong but she told my sister i wouldnt let her leave. i got mad and pushed my sister. by the time i turned around she was gone. i got in trouble for "hurting" my sister.

wow today i was sitting on my bed post and i fell off. i have a like a 5 inch long scratch on my back not to mention the gigantic bruise!!!! then my sister stepped on my foot with her heel and cut it open. wow im a walking cut today!! well after all the bandages i had to do a gaint project. damn chisholm!!!

i dont know why im still in love with her. she only says im a friend. i just cant over her. i would kill my self just to get her to like me. ive have had many gf that broke up with me but i never still loved them like i love her. i thought when we went out it would last but no it didnt. it was just another week for her. i still cry sometimes and make stupid wishes but it will never work. i still love you. :'(

gona go now bye

STAR WARS BITCHES!!!!!

Sat, 21 May 2005 03:51:57 GMT

well me stef, amanda, mitch, jose, and sam saw star wars tonight. wow it was awesome. a very sad movie though a lot of cool ppl die. i wont spoil the ending for u guys though. i found out im seeing star wars again on sunday with a 5 year old god help me

im for some reason very depressed tonight. i spent the day with my friends i dont know y. i guess it because one of them i like still. i wish i could be more than a friend to her. its sad sometimes. i think i have found some oine who likes me but then relize they think im flaming. i guess ill eventualy get over her. i hope so. i realy dont have an intrest in anyone else right now. im just a damn emo kid with a stupid wish.

well gtg

WEEKEND WAS JUST GOOD :'(

Mon, 16 May 2005 09:39:54 GMT

the banquete was ok i got most improved and most improved section. the awards were like 2 hours long!! not enofe time to dance!!

the keys were ok. it rained for like two hours. that sux!!! then i got two neclaces and then went home. boring!!!!

i hope i live through english! we walked in to class and we found out ms chilsom went home. so we didnt have a sub yet. the when one walked in the room kylie said that she was in the bathroom. wut an idiot!!! were all gona get it today.

welll gtg OUT~

Sat, 14 May 2005 02:34:36 GMT

Which Family Guy character are you?

YAY!!!!

Sat, 14 May 2005 01:43:38 GMT

Im off grounding!!! finally!! im allowed back online!! my life is back, im such a loser.

im at my dads so that rules out seeing friends. o wait tommrow is the band banquete. i guess i will see them. mitch i was wondering if my dad dropped me off at ur house could ur mom take me?? he could bring u home too. if so call my fone tommorow.

well i found out im goin to the keys tommorow!! yay more tanning, just wut i need. im visting my stepmoms sister i think. w/e im soooo tired and i fell sick. THANX LINDSEY!! lol! jk!

well gona go play halo 2! OUT!!!

Sat, 07 May 2005 18:22:59 GMT

soooo bored!!! still grounded. i slept through the time to leave for the picnic and now at home alone stupid grades

Sat, 07 May 2005 03:49:01 GMT

soooo confused and depressed. please no1 take this offensively

i dont know y some one wont talk to me. wut did i do?? well if u figure out who u r please talk to me.

doin better

Sat, 07 May 2005 00:01:05 GMT

well thanx for everyone who posted bak. im doin better but my grades arent any better. im gounded again for them!! all i can do is go to a stupid picnic and get service hours! stef if u still wana go just call me and tell me. im almost out of time online!

today in the band hallway i was cornered by that senior matt. he had a big stick and was thratening to hit me with it.he was screaming "LEAVE STEF ALONE!!" talk about scary. btw matt is 19 and has asked out 15 year olds. wut a perv!! amanda u know wut i mean. i whish he would leave me alone, besides he just hates me because i dated stef. he should just get over her. GRRRRR... if i was bigger i would beat u two older ppl right now but im not big so their lucky!!

well im not sad any more. thats good i guess. the days still seem twice as long. but ill get use to them again.

11 days till hipnotize by System of a Down!!! YEA BABY!!! SOAD FOR LIFE!!!

BORED!!! wow that was random i guess ill be bored all weekend.

well gtg OUT!!!

P.S. stef can i see the quience pics?? please???

y must my life suk??

Thu, 05 May 2005 19:55:02 GMT

well life this week has been hell!! tuesday stef said we were going on a break because she had to deal with somthin serious. i understood and let it go. wendsday was very akward(between me and stef i mean) and i had band practice from 3:30 till 8. i was soooo tired and ill still had hw. this was nothing compared to today though.

When i tought it wouldnt get worse i fogot that i had 2 math quizes today and i bombed both of them. then i shocked myself in the uniform room today while i was "practiceing".
i though i would have a good afternoon because steff was ridding the bus home. no i guess it just wasnt ment to be.

"its not you, its me" those words never ment anything to me but i guess now they do. stef said that she doesnt want to go out anymore. she said it was odd, i didnt think so.

well i guess it doesnt sound bthat bad. thanx amanda for making me relize it wasnt that bad. im sure it will get better. btw stef im okay(i promise) lol!! and ill still love u. like a sis ok?? well gtg OUT!!

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 23:11:04 GMT

the quience was spectactular!! stef looked soooooooo beautiful!! im so happy i was her partner and another good thing i didnt step on her dress lol!! after the court thing we ate and then danced all night! i got home at 2 and all my mom did was yell at me because i wanted to go give stef something that they left at my house!! god i only had 3 minutes to see her!! my mom was acting like a complete ****!!! today i went to JLT and then bought stef her present. i knew exactly what i wanted to get her so i was fast. then i spent some time with her. wow im tired!! i gtg. I HEART STEPHANIE!!!!!

P.S. stef ur more bueatiful than that ape(francesca)!!! lol